I’ll wait for you, forever.

6 months ago, on your birthday, I wrote my last post here and it was about how happy and thankful I am that I've known you . I can't believe I am writing this now.....now that you've left. This is hurting me so much that I can't think. I am so....broken. I don't know what …

Happy Souththth Day

When other kids liked mangas and robots, he liked subways and train stations. When everyone else likes clubbing and noisy places, he likes spending time late at night alone while making music. When other else like simple ways and no challenges, he likes trying out things and impossibilities. However, behind his tough and diva façade …

Gone for two years

October 31, 2015 Dearest Soldier CHOI SIWON, I never thought I would be writing this kind of letter to you. This is so difficult for me to write because you know that I want you to stay, but then I realized that I should not be selfish and just be happy that you will be …

150412 BEST of BEST Concert Experience

You might think this post is quite early for the next concert, damn right I know. I've been thinking of writing this since the day after the concert but because my laziness is a hopeless case, it took me forever to start writing. Oh well, I still want to post this because the post concert …

He’s turning 30 but he’s still my baby ♡

As usual, happy birthday baby! ♡ Woah. You’re already 30 years old bruh. Can’t believe how time flies so fast. You were just 25 when I first knew about you and I was 13 then. Have I known you for 5 years already? It feels like it was just yesterday. You are still the same. You …

SIWON FANSITE LIST ♡

As a Siwon stan, I personally think that it is hard for us to find sites or any fanbase accounts that constantly update about our bias so I felt the need to compile some of his fansites and fanbases for the newbies or even the grandma elfs that help me get updates about the current …

Your sweetdreams, will be our dark nights but we will still wake up because you are our sunrise #BeHappySungmin

Falling in love is one of the best feeling in this world. But the problem lies when the person you love cannot love you back. On hearing your marriage, everyone in the fandom was a mess (including me) asking ourselves "what to do now", "how can this happen" and everything was just not right. We …

happy birthday 민혁 #HappyMinhyukDay

September 8 is still fresh in my memory, the day that I first mind to bother myself with a group other than SJ. It was actually not serious at first 'cause I know that I easily get infatuated with random boy groups and then I thought that it was just one of those cases. And …